Sunday, April 16, 2006

Everytime aku bukak blog ni, nk letak post baru yg aku dh lame terpikir sepanjang minggu, aku jd blank. Ntahle, there's so much that I want to say, when the time comes, I just write some silly stuff. Aku rindu sangat nk cakap dengan enol. One of benda joyful yang aku dh lame tak buat. Tp nape aku tak call die? Kekurangan kredit mungkin salah satu darinya dan spperti masalah aku nk berblog. I got so much to say, my kredit wont be enuff, then I'll feel bad cos tak puas ckp dah kena Bye.

I miss my friends. I live far away and work takes up too much for me to spend time with them. Weekends are too short and has to be filled with daughterly duties and responsibility to self cleanliness like laundry. Naseb baik arini Pie datang dgn spaghetti bolognaisenye yg sedap tu. Even for a short while, it made me really happy.

In 15 mins aku dh kena end this entry, sebab my love Lex Luthor dh seru my name. My weekly doses of him make mondays more bearable. And I still havent said everything I want to in this space. SPEED!

Friday dates are lovely fun. I watched one bollywood love story, 1 thai scary movie, 1 english period movie, 1 hong kong action movie this weekend. My sister nani came back. She's so thin now. I think she might be too cool to be sisters wit me soon. I want Ella's a journey beyond album. Enol I miss you!!!! Lex I'm coming!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 06, 2006

God, please love me.
I have an affair...

with Lex Luthor. Not the actor who plays him. The character in smallville.
I had a dream with him few weeks ago. How happy it made me. He may not be real, but my happiness sure was.

Then he set me free. I wasn't bothered about my troubles anymore, he was there. He was perfect. He was perfect because he was there.

I no longer care what upsets me, I'd just go to Lex.

Who cares if he's only in my imagination, my imagination is all i got to make me happy.
short thoughts on....

1) today - ordinary

2) friends - miss them

3) work - tiring

4) feeling - fear

5) food - haven't any

6) beauty - frustrating

7) love - hard

8) driving - scary

9) wants - sleep n dosh

10) time - too fast and too slow, too much and too little