Sunday, November 30, 2008

let me wallow for a while.

Seharusnya aku gembira, bersyukur kerana doaku makbul
Seharusnya aku tidak terkesan, kerana aku telah bersedia bahawa ia akan berlaku
Seharusnya aku tersenyum, kerana dia menjumpai bahagia
Tetapi hakikatnya, apa yang aku rasa, sakitnya hanya Tuhan yang Maha Mengetahui
Mengapa? Aku tahu hari ini akan datang, dan aku telah berjanji untuk untuk menerimanya dengan hati yang lapang dan riang kerana inilah yang kita ingin kecapi, kebahagiaan untuk yang disayang.
Tidak mengapa, sakit ini pasti berlalu.
Kerana aku tahu, I did what i was meant to do.
Ini semua ditelah ditentukan olehNya.
Semestinya, semua yang berlaku pasti mendatangkan kebaikan pada semua
Kerana semua pihak ikhlas dan redha dgn ketentuan Ilahi.
Aku sakit, tapi aku tahu ia adalah yang benar.
Demi kebahagiaan.
Sakit ini pasti berlalu.
Dunia ini terlalu sementara.
Kita harus hidup sebaiknya.

I'll heal
But just let me wallow for a while
I know I did what I had to do
If you really love him, set him free,
and if he returns in time, You'll know he's yours.
and if he doesn't, it was never meant to be.

I'll end this chapter of my life. I'll not write about it anymore, maybe.
But my last words are, you were always in my prayer, and all i ask for was for you to be happy. I still mean what i said, that you deserve someone better, and maybe you will understand why i said that, as u embark on your new chapter, I am sure, she is someone better for you. Good luck and take care. You will always be a part of my life that i cherish. My thoughts of you are only those that are happy and good and i will keep it that way, and that is why i chose to end it the way i did, by silence. I'm sorry for everything, i mean well, Goodbye.

3 comments:

akukenalkamu said...

In life sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind.

ainul said...

agreed..

akukenalkamu said...

dah tak wallow dah kot?
takpe dah 2 kali terkena dah...
its ok i can laugh at myself